Whimper

It is sad.

Almost.

Tryna find ways how to cope up.

Seems like I don't wanna continue the fight.

The search is over.

And so is forever.

You called it quits.

I got the sheets.

Wiped all these tears.

Killed by all these fears.

If there's someone

Who's willing to help,

Please do so

Make my heart melt.

Soon it will take a year

That you're never near.

Fuck all those demons

You want them over me,

Over me who always stayed,

And them you just met.

I will never fight,

But I will always remain.

Will you still love me if I stay?

Or if I go, and look for life anew

Will I ever find another you?

I'm so afraid.

The well is deep.

I can't sustain

What life can give.

DON'T ACT SURPRISE IF I DO IT, 
AS IF I NEVER TOLD YOU.

I'll take the purple with red

to leave the color blue.

Won't find it funny, 'coz I won't smile.

Just let the clock,

Soon it will...