Monday, August 18, 2014

Fluky Days, Knee-jerk Boracay


Summer is never too late or so am I.

Everything happened in a whim.

In a one random day (that's Thursday!), I thought of fulfilling one of my bucket list, "Try to ride the PNR from the first station up to the last (which is in BICOL) and back forth."

Well that DIDN'T HAPPEN.




Later on, I found myself staring blankly at the CebuPacific website. (Yeah, I'm out of thoughts, so I'm literally staring.) Luckily, I found out that they do sell tickets for like 1 Peso from MNL—KLO sans all the charges that they gonna add up on top of the fare they have for promo. Afterward, without doubt, I found myself clicking on the final stage and stuff for booking a 3 days/2 nights stay heading to Boracay. It was so uncanny of me not even thinking the pros and cons of traveling ALONE.

Just to keep the record straight, I have never traveled alone to a distance which is so foreign to me. For sure, I'm gonna be fucked up. I'm stupid with directions tho.

Still, I'm determined to get there. I need to conquer the unknown. So I printed all the necessary things and pay the corresponding fees I have to.

Soon enough, I went reading blogs on how to go to Boracay, what to bring, where the must-see places are and where the good place to stay are.

I was that lucky to book a very cheap, but decent room that suits well all the things I need.

Oh okay, so here is my story now.

The main reason why I’m doing all these random crazy things is for me to forget what needs to be forgotten. I also need to find myself again which I eventually lost in one of the most unfortunate events months ago – SOUL SEARCHING, as most people say. And I’m really determined to achieve that feat.
One of MY NECESSARY SELFIES

As I already booked my flight heading there, I went on shopping already for like clothes to wear (a very nonsense compulsion) and all the stuffs I need like toiletries et al. Soon enough, I found myself already inside a cab heading to the airport and just hoping everything will be fine.

I boarded the plane and just took the NECESSARY SELFIES A NEOPHYTE TRAVELLER should have ~ I succumb to that tradition. I just can’t help it. I’m ecstatic.


On board, I met my seatmate, Ana, a French architect who is heading to Boracay, too. (I FORGOT TO TAKE AS MUCH PHOTOS AS I COULD, AS WELL AS, THE PHOTOS OF PEOPLE I MET. MAYBE BECAUSE, I PREFER TO CHERISH EVERY MOMENT I’M SPENDING RATHER THAN STICKING MY HANDS WITH THE CAMERA AND JUST CLICK AND SNAP EVERY SINGLE TIME.) Oh well, we shared stories and yeah talk in French just a little bit. It’s really harder to be at par with those who all their lives speak French in a more conversational context. On one hand, we decided to travel together up until Boracay so that it’ll be easier.

As far as the view and the experience concerned, it seemed to be fine, there’s nothing more to highlight there except that we arrived 35 minutes earlier than the expected time of arrival and that this is my first airplane ride. There you have it!

Ok, so what happened is when we arrived at Kalibo International Airport, Ana, since she’s a transferred passenger from another flight, her luggage are found out of sight and so I decided to move forward just by myself.

I rode on a white van and whilst waiting, which is so frustrating because the guy there told me that it’s “paalis na” when totally, it is not. That’s where I met two Japanese tourists – Dai and Hiro. They are very good people. Albeit they cannot speak English well, they manage to have a good chat with me and share some stories from both different cultures. This is what I really loved with this travel. I got to speak with as much people (read: STRANGERS) as I want and they are really nice. They treat me as if they know me long before. One funny anecdote is I gave them Skittles and they liked it. Dai said there’s no Skittles there and have never ate one before, but thinks that there’s like A SIMILAR PRODUCT in Japan. It’s so cute how they talk about things back and forth coz they have to translate it.

It has really been a long ride before we got to the jetty port. From there, we rode the boat and got to ride a trike going to White Beach.

Hold your bananas!

WELCOME TO BORACAY!

Look how the sea comes back to life.

One of the Sand Castles made during my stay.



Ok, I arrived there at around past 8 o’clock maybe, so its total darkness that holds around the island, but no. The beauty of the island is still captivating even at night. The ocean breeze the hugs you so tight are just perfect. The sand that every step of the way warms you bare feet and what not, the lights that surround the busy pavements from Stations 1 to 3 are just there letting you be amazed. It was such a joy.

Right off the bat, I started having my alone time. The sole purpose while I’m here. I did walk the coast from Station 3 (where I stay) up until Station 1. I can barely notice anyone, but me having deep thoughts. Reflections of what I’ve done and what I’ve experienced in the past and realizations came in like a wrecking ball handy. I fully recuperated from all the hurting and just let bygones be as it is. I walked for like several kilometers already.

The start of new me.

I started walking back along with the heaps of people going around and started mingling with one or two. Met two Spaniards, I think the other one is Italian and the others who I don’t know what the hell their race is, but they surely are nice to talk with. I forgot their names, but surely, we had a great time.

It feels like so great to meet new people and be like hang with them for a little while.

They got the booze, I opted to sleep.

Day 2

Spell Paradise: B-O-R-A-C-A-Y

Early morning, she wakes up | Knock, knock, knock on the door. I woke up again to, what?, walk and walk and appreciate all the morning glory. I really love the fine weather, the wind, everything. I even forgot how far I’ve walked already. From there, at the end of Station 1, I just sat there for like almost an hour just to think and think and think forever.

Soon enough, my Japanese friends told me to have lunch at their hotel. Since it’s free (#FREELOADER), I willingly oblige. We then eat and had a little talk. They had to go to play golf as scheduled so they sent me to my room and I just slept for hours (coz I haven’t got any since I arrived in the island.) as I woke up, it’s freezing cold and it’s raining so I stayed for quite a while and then went out as soon as the rain is gone.

I forgot, on that day as well, I met some local kids trying to catch fish. Another kid even offered me to build my name in a sand castle in exchange of 50 pesos. The other offered me the fish she caught, which both I gently declined. So we just talked there regarding how they live in the island and how they spend time during the whole week. It’s pretty decent and light talk. Soon enough, I found myself in the coast, and some foreign peeps went lining down the block just to watch what I got. Lol. I’m trying to catch several fish which were brushed by the waves to the shore. I even found a man-made sand pool wherein a school of fish and a crab swimming in there.

Come night time, I met with the Japanese people (aside from Dai and Hiro) that I just met as well in DMall. We had dinner and then stroll a little more. But since I’m kinda not feeling of having drinks (which I don’t normally do), I kindly declined their offer of going to a club.

Yeah, so I just watched Discovery Channel until I fell asleep. Very neat, right?
My second day is really not that noteworthy of happenings, but I manage to be familiar with the beach and how people interact there.

My last day is really something worth remembering.

I really can’t like exactly tell everything right now, but it’s really really fun.

I woke up late and still cuddled with my comfy bed and then head out around later in the afternoon. When I got the courage to stand up and go out, I went to DMall to have my lunch and then buy things that I want. What’s funny is the vendors keep on insisting things to me as if I ain’t a Filipino and they always do the Stupid English, like they do with the Korean tourists. In my head, there’s like a thought bubble that says, hey, I can speak English, don’t act like I can’t understand you [insert evil laugh]. But part of me wanted to ride that craze, and so I walked around and acted up like a foreign tourist (even if I don’t really look like one). Whenever I bought things or even haggled with some, I try to speak to them in English. And that’s it, they spoke to me like I can’t understand when they are speaking in vernacular, put on my poker face and have a blast. I even asked directions and they still speak English even tho one ate is having a hard time explaining things sans their mother tongue. Gee. I commend her for being so persistent. All the locals are helpful. They really are!

Me: Where’s Ta-li-papa? (in a weird accent)

Ate: Ta-li-papa? (imagine the intonation) You see green house? There. There. (pointing at the two storey house) Then you make liko. You know liko? (demonstrating the narrow alley near the house) … She kept on giving directions just to guide me. I flushed. Why are they like that? Really sweet.

So yeah, I really had fun being a foreigner in your own native land. Haha.

BEAT THAT.

As I walked heading towards my room, I was allured by the huge waves hugging off the coast. I hurriedly went back to my room and left my thing… poof! I already was in the middle of the sea. Too bad, I can’t swim. Too lucky, the sea floor ain’t rocky, but a just a vast fine sand like a cushion to your feet and it ain’t deep, too. So I started playing with the waves. I had my own makeshift stage, the sea is my playground. The see is my platform. I’m gonna perform. That’s what I said to myself. That’s where I started singing and dancing to the ARTPOP tracks. I sing my heart out with joy whilst the sun kept going down slowly as I perform gallantly. That was like one of the happiest days I had. It’s like a metaphor of my Freedom while succumbing to the rules the wave had given me. At that point, I was playing my own game already. I’m a league of my own. The phoenix in me has finally arisen form the burrows of its ash.

Loving how fine the weather is.

After that life changing moment (IT TOTALLY WAS!), I head back and prepped up for my upcoming departure.

As soon as I left the island, I told myself that it’s never gonna be my last. I just came there for myself. The next time, I will go there for Boracay already.

Finally, I had three lines crossed out of my bucket:
-          Travel alone
-          Ride on a plane
-          Experience Boracay
That’s three birds in one stone.

BEAT THAT.

As I went back to Manila, I have already been a different ME.

Same name. Same person. Different perspective. Different endeavors.

Will it be bad or good? I don’t give a fuck. The Queen has already laid down my cards, it’s up to me how to play them.

Boracay will always be my haven.

On a final thought, funny how strangers treat you better than those who you know more. Love them. My respect will always be with them. I will always appreciate the people who appreciate and respect me. It’s a totally different reality from my own reality. :)


The adventure is so spontaneous!
The fun never stops.
Everything is full of spark and quirk.
I really love travelling alone.
I really love travelling.
I really love every single thing that had happened.
IT's all worth it.



PS:
WARNING:
DON’T FALL IN LOVE (NEITHER GET HEART BROKEN).
MAHIRAP MASAKTAN. MAHAL MAGMOVE ON.

KIDS, DON’T TRY THIS AT HOME.

HAHAHA

Friday, August 08, 2014

Whimper

It is sad.

Almost.

Tryna find ways how to cope up.

Seems like I don't wanna continue the fight.

The search is over.

And so is forever.

You called it quits.

I got the sheets.

Wiped all these tears.

Killed by all these fears.

If there's someone

Who's willing to help,

Please do so

Make my heart melt.

Soon it will take a year

That you're never near.

Fuck all those demons

You want them over me,

Over me who always stayed,

And them you just met.

I will never fight,

But I will always remain.

Will you still love me if I stay?

Or if I go, and look for life anew

Will I ever find another you?

I'm so afraid.

The well is deep.

I can't sustain

What life can give.

DON'T ACT SURPRISE IF I DO IT, 
AS IF I NEVER TOLD YOU.

I'll take the purple with red

to leave the color blue.

Won't find it funny, 'coz I won't smile.

Just let the clock,

Soon it will...